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EPSON MFP image“It’s because we simply cheated ourselves all the way down the line.  We thought our lives, by analogy, was a journey, a pilgrimage, which had a serious purpose by the end.  The point was to get to that end, success or whatever, or maybe heaven after you are dead. But we missed the point the whole way along.  It was a musical thing and we were supposed to sing or dance, while the music was being played.”  OTT – One day I wish to have this kind of time.

A warrior’s humility is not the humility of the average man.  Got it, but does that make us in any way special.  Hell know!… In fact it makes us the same as the average man.  One of the traps of any path, any way, anything we practice is that we think we are getting the right answer, the right way and the world makes more sense to us than any other human in the world.  (We sometimes forget that the insane apes are us!)  In fact there is nothing special about the warrior of freedom’s path in comparison to any other path whatsoever.

We progress through the four battles of life, we build up personal power, we align with intent and so often we forget that everything is aligned with intent and has power to say nothing of freedom.  Every person, plant and animal has the same freedom that we do within the realm of the position of their assemblage points.  To walk a path of freedom is not in anyway superior or special to any one else, rather it is a dance of knowledge and awareness of the panoply of creation and how amazing the universe is in creating awareness in all its variations.

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Golden Mean - Ink on Paper

Golden Mean – Ink on Paper

God, Intent, Tao, Energy, or whatever we choose to call it is not the idea of God.  Don’t underestimate this distinction.  Our concepts have outstretched and overwhelmed our direct experience of it.  The ancients did not have a concept of the great mysteries of life.  They knew it directly and because of their silence in the face of mystery in which they lived all the time.  They created many wonders and observed the world around them with awe.

Modern man inherits a host of concepts from the stories and ideas past down in culture and schooling.  Who remembers that initial feeling when the door closes and the world behind the door disappears.  Slowly, by opening and closing the door, we test this to make sure that that world is still there.  The child laughs in wonder as they test, hypothesize and come to know that the world behind the door is still there… the brain creates solidity to the mystery of life.

But soon we get caught up in the idea of things existing beyond our perception without ever opening the doorways.  We accept the program of assumptions and stories as though they are real.  Then the concept is more important than the reality, which exists in the world.  Warriors know that everything depends on perception.  But when all perceptions must filter through our concepts, which limit perception, we become trapped by the very concepts we hold dear.

Such is the constant case with scientific exploration.  Who has actually seen an atom?  What does it look like?  Initially, these buggers where conceived of as solid balls that are the fundamental building blocks of nature.  Then someone burst that concept and found out that they are made up of energy, then deeper, they are made up of quantum.  We hold a concept of quantum, but very few of us actually know quanta, right?

The ancients held so much in their minds.  Not just words, but pictures, relationships grounded in direct experience of the world.  Building stone on stone, they created vast monoliths in which they experienced yearly the alignments of the stars, planets and seasons with these monuments.  The direct experience of this mystery was a yearly celebration and tied to planting cycles, which were a necessity of life.

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Black Enso

Black Enso

Darkness surrounds us, steam leaps up from the rocks.  A deep sound underneath all sounds emerges from the voices there assembled.  And within this erupts words, “intent, Intent, INTENT.”  We need nothing else as we are bathed in silence and surrounded with beauty. 

Carlos Casteneda asked Don Juan how to align with intent.  Don Juan said that it takes no ceremony, nothing special, no prayer or method but standing square and saying, “intent, Intent, INTENT.”   When we say this we are not working with intent, INTENT is working with us.

The ancients were always aligned with intent because the position of their assemblage points, the dominant place of their perception was in silence.  They listened to everything that was occurring around us.  Modern man has descended into a place of talking… a place of ration where the explanation comes first to construct a universe out of conceptual frameworks.  When the universe does not work in accord with the conceptual framework, we ignore it, deny its existence at a fundamental level and in reality never experience the universe as it is because the voices and concepts, stories heaped up over time get in the way of silence.

The longer silence becomes a part of our practice, the more the warrior becomes aligned with intent.  Not that he is intending it or willing it to be aligned but rather that that which separates him from the source is no longer there and the source is what it is, ever present.  Words don’t really do it justice.

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DSCF2533When a warrior learns to stop the internal dialogue, everything becomes possible; the most far-fetched schemes become attainable.

The creative within drives one to act.  In acting, silence seems a folly to describe… yet the Enso presents me with a tantalizing opportunity to represent silence in an act.  Traditionally, zen artists would spend hours meditating and then pick up the brush and swirl this image on the page.  For me this act became a practice through a season of constant conversations and activity, the solstice time of the year.  Retreating occasionally to the studio while the house was full of people, this work emerged from my practice of silence within the storm.

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Our predilection is distinctly bound up with our initiating form (birth).  And as a result it is directly connected to our assemblage point as well as connected integrally with our relationship with the world as it is.  Predilection is discovered and honed over a lifetime.  The sorcerer is able to see that medicine is both a trap of repetition and a gift of freedom because it allows one the hint of a pathway to being and not being (the gateless gate, the doorway to third attention).  In the abstract our predilection allows for conversation and varieties of experience to be shared among those who know their predilection well.

Predilection is built up by the stories of the past, the stories of the present and the stories we tell ourselves in our heads.  The ancient sorcerers fell into the trap of thinking that second attention was the way to freedom.  They became obsessed with individual abilities and selfish medicines.  They drove the initial gift of knowing the power of shifting the assemblage point to another position and created a solid second attention but they never un-wrote the patterns as they gathered intent and created new perceptions, which they thought they could totally control.  They became very adept at manipulating intent from these new positions but never shifted that far from the initial position of the assemblage point we now call first attention.  This is why we called them by number, different attentions.  We attend to them, hone them and repeat behaviors to stabilize and justify them, even dreaming attentions and other worlds.

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If you ever get to see sheep being herded in a slaughterhouse, the image is perfect for what the predator wants.  Sheep work together and communicate with each other almost psychically.  They gather together in the pen and will often huddle close when being moved to slaughter.  We separate them into individuals from the pack and push them one at the time towards death.  They are alone, unseen and unheard in their final moments.  We learned this from wolves that attack a pack of sheep. They are one of the first animals humans learned to control, but this lesson 10,000 years ago was directly from the predator, the foreign mind, the installed logic of loneliness and fear.  The lie of born alone, live alone, die alone is the false matrix of our culture.

Humans have done just the same to each other on this planet.  To force compliance to a reality that is described as “the way things are”.  No one is responsible; everyone is a victim.  But it is we who have created cultures that separate the individuals from the healthy tribe and force them to submit to the faceless nameless legion of control.  Nowhere could this be more evident than in the institutions of banking and government.   There are no humans in these institutions.  There are unthinking processors of procedures and policies that are elevated to the level of the gods to which all must submit.

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The universe, and for that matter all universes, is filled with unfathomable mystery.  We are bound by the perceptions and conditions we choose every day, often unconsciously.  This Gordion knot of being is something we have tried for years, centuries, to unravel only to discover there is more to unravel.  It is the warrior’s mission, duty, and delight to unravel those mysteries.  We value freedom as a central core but cannot define nor even grasp what freedom is.  That is the greatest paradox.  To seek freedom, to desire it in all its manifest forms is to watch it constantly slip through our fingers.  For it is grasping and clawing and fighting for freedom that inevitably become the net we get tangled in every day.  We are just free.

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If there is anything that we can learn from the Maya obsession with the cycles of time, it would be recapitulation on a grand scale.  The Maya counted and kept track of 20 calendars or cycles of time.  Many were connected to the pulse of the planets wandering the sky, which they saw with the naked eye; pretty easy to do when you don’t have street and city lights.   The smallest circle of time is the day, and then through a succession of differing times related to number patterns they had a 260 day calendar.  The sun moving through the year and Venus’ transit through an 8 year cycle all contributed to ceremonial cycles that allowed the Maya to reflect on what was, be present to what is and to wonder what was to come.

The long or deep count calendar has a 400 year ticking period with 13 of these adding up to a very long progression of time.  Maya pointed to Dec 21st 2012 long ago for the simple fact that it aligned with events occurring during a reference point in the 9th century.  This was the height of classical Maya culture.  This was a time of kings and shaman dominating the political and economic landscape of the forests.  The Maya had developed many of the things we associate with advanced culture.  The study of the calendar, astronomy and the cycles of time was not the privilege of the many.  It was the few that concerned themselves with this or even understood.  Like today, physicists and astronomers spend hours understanding the universe, but not many average people spend that much time on quarks.  And yet it is the work of those few astronomers that helped the Maya stay in tune with the pulse of time and the cycle of ceremony.

Dec 21st 2012 is an inevitable conclusion to a calculated set of time cycles.  It just marks a tick on a greater scale than a year or a Venus cycle.  But at the same time, the Maya celebrated and ceremonialized specific things when these cycles clicked over to the next start point or to zero time.  They fundamentally shifted their view of the world or attempted to shift to a new paradigm in alignment with these long count cycles.  The last 400 years has seen a number of amazing things.  As a Toltec warrior, I see this as an appointment with power on a global scale, an appointment which requires recapitulation… and one that as a society we could benefit from deep reflection.

The last long count moment, the end of period 12, was 1610.  What an amazing point in history.  Galileo had proved that the sun was the center of the system.  This was the beginning of the real split between religion and science.  But concurrent with this was the rise of the middle class, the development of banking and the idea of factories and industry being a key to doing work better or easier.  Printing and books were developed which led to newspapers.  Energy demands shifted.  It was a lack of wood in Europe that drove industrialists to venture more boldly into the newly discovered territories to create things, which would come back to feed European dominance of the globe.  Though this is a Euro-centric review, it should be noted that it was the Eurocentric model that was exploding across the globe with trade and dominance over other parts of the world.

And so it is the shadow side of European culture that also spread across the world.  The pressure cooker of centuries of dynastic wars mixed with an obsession with the one true religion which in and of itself was breaking apart.  This conflict ridden, self-glorifying, self-important spirit of superiority spread like wild fire across the globe.   It would eventually be adopted by every culture throughout the globe in some way or another.   In 1610 this expansion had moved past its initial stages of introduction of disease to the new world and into pure socio-economic dominion of the world as a whole.   This model of the taker culture in combination with a drive to shift our energy use and abuse has led to the very point we are in with history.  We are a global dominator community.

In the past when something did not work for a culture, that culture died away and the people left to go somewhere else.  They left, moved, shifted and recreated themselves.  The Maya were no different.  They up and left their golden age of kings from which the long calendar was discovered.  They did so for the survival of the very people that were living within the confines of that out-moded pattern.  Leaving a broken system is a time-honored tradition.  The Chinese dynastic succession had a similar pulse.  When the people were suffering too much, the dynasty fell, someone rose to new power and shifted the capital to another location.

Today our global community interconnected by communication lines, commercial global enterprises and global issues of the use of energy and economy is at the height of which the seeds can be seen from 1610.  In essence nothing about those initial stages of the enlightenment has really changed in the past 400 years.  We are simply using the same pattern but now all over the globe.  The takers who spread over the world dominating the earth and sucking her dry of her resources so science and industry can consume our world has succeeded.  The takers have won.  There is nowhere to go.  There is nowhere to leave, run off into the forest, cross a desert, or travel to the next moment to start with a new pattern.  The only way to truly change is to recapitulate the very pattern in the place we are at as a globe.

And such is the real gift of the discoveries of John Major Jenkins the 2012 scholar.  He has found the real reason we need to pay attention to Maya deep time and to the cycle ending date of Dec. 21st 2012.  That we must take a deep look at the patterns of our culture, economy, global banking, the factory model, scientific dominion, and in general what it means to be a human community in the earth.  We need to recapitulate as the Maya did giving up that which no longer serves the greater good of humans and life in general.  We need to learn how to leave, to let go, to destroy so the next cycle can create a new paradigm of possibilities.

Toltecs recapitulate patterns and discover energy that is trapped in old patterns.  We search out that energy to help us re-focus our energy towards freedom and awareness of possibilities.  This critical time offers us a moment to build up to.  It offers us, if we look at it from a Maya perspective, a time to sacrifice that which no longer serves us.  To un-bury the hidden bundle which is deep within the earth (aka our connection to the earth)  and look at our relationship to energy.  Then it is time to leave the taker mentality and create something new, free, more aware.

This is not something that governments and banks and industry is going to do.  No they are stuck in the pattern of doing the same thing because it has worked for 400 years.  It is something that arises from all people individually.  It is a global ceremony of letting go of what does not work.  Voting with feet… or really our energy, dollars, work, loves, homes, values and choices.  Taking the bull by the horns, every person in the world can affect change through seeking out those patterns and destroying what no longer works.  Recapitulate, pull the energy away from those patterns… for it is not the endings which we are reminded of in these times, but what are we going to do with the beginnings…..?

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Have you ever had the chance to take care of an insane person?  As a warrior of freedom it seemed like the last thing that one would want to do.  Insane people make no sense, they have no connection to reality… Right!  Reality.  Perception is reality.  So why not… So I met a completely insane person by societies standards.   He became one of my greatest teachers.

We were out at a park one day walking around the hills and night had fallen.  At first I was worried, would he stay sane enough to get him back to the truck and to his home?  I did not know.  We wandered back to the truck in silence, wandering along the tracks beside the lake we had come to see.  When we got to the truck he became very excited.  I told him, we needed to get into the truck and go home.  He became very agitated and could barely make the door open.  So I opened it for him.  Then buckled him into the seat.  Moving around to the other side of the truck, I got in.

He stared at me,  “We go on a journey now?”  He said as if he were just seven or something.  “I am ready.”  So I said yes, and turned the truck on.  We drove out of the park and onto the highway.  Then he wanted music.  So I turned on the radio.   Dave Brubeck Quartet was playing, My Favorite Things.  He laughed with glee and opened the window screaming out into the night.

I maintained as best I could.  But part of me started to really wonder.   I knew that to question the reality that was coming through his schizophrenia was to destabilize him completely.  So I laughed out loud and totally accepted the road we were on and the beautiful night that was spinning down the highway.  The song is very long in the version that we heard, loads of jazz twists and turns in sounds.

When the song ended, my insane friend turned to me and said in perfectly normal voice… “You know this is really just a big journey.  We didn’t come here to stay; we are just passing through.  If we can stay sane enough, which is not really sanity, we move on in the universe to another more exciting place.  We are all travelers.”  And then he yelled out the window…. “That’s why I love to take journeys!!!”  And he turned to me and whispered, “especially in the car.  That’s my first memory.  Driving in the car to new and exciting places with my dad… it’s all a big journey.  What’s over the next hill?”

And with that he lapsed again into silence.  We drove all the back to his place of residence.  When we arrived, he gave me a big hug.  “Thank you for taking me out there.  And thanks for not judging my insanity and calling me insane.  You know, I’m really not.”

“Yes,” I said in agreement.  “You really aren’t.”  And he really wasn’t.

You see we all have breaks with what we call consensual reality.  It happens often in life.  Stress or fear, or excitement, they all lead us to different perceptions.  Dancing really hard on the dance floor leads to these breaks.  And we are all, in some way or another, insane.  My friend just had the label and he reveled in it.  I never saw him after that.  We drifted apart.  But that night, I knew I was as sane as he was.  “In-sanity we trust!”  He used to say and laugh and laugh and laugh.

Impeccability, the impeccability of the warrior is an insane choice every day.  And it is the only choice we know how to make anymore.  To choose the road we are journeying on and our favorite things to share with another person along the way.

 

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Create!

We are if nothing else creators.  The Toltec, the warrior of freedom, is an artist of life and throughout life.  The warrior of freedom is creator creating creation.  When we align with INTENT, we have no choice but to do our art. 

The saddest thing to hear any human say is, “I am not creative.”  The correlating statement is when they go on to relate creativity to drawing or making artwork.  This sadness is not the pathetic sadness of pity.  It is the sadness of the earth screaming in tears… it is the sadness which profoundly sobers a warrior of freedom who recognizes the predator in the dealings of human awareness. 

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